back I can say I was dying. Eh
been through a lot these months, I to land 'of the kick. I smiled
Cry
Shout
As I can explain these last days ... but bein weeks.
is like going through the field and when you stop all this mess.
not see but feel that something is changing;
wing
I'm happy but sad. An ever
sense when someone feels like to be close if they were away?
That's the problem I have com Rick.
course I have it close, Howrah more than ever, but once I feel far wing.
Will it be moved from his casay Howrah has its own place with his new apartment he shares with three friends.
This change will not like me, that will not happen again by your house to pick it up oh to stay in his room and toys.
is where I want to be there forever.
I mean I'm not a lot new useful life changes, I like a repetitive life without movement ... that is because almost most of my nines my family and I were moving a lot ... until we moved to Mexico and lived there three of my worst years. Upon returning to the United States did not know where to stay.
Pope had to get started again, and mom, Lily and I stayed at Grandma's house in Tijuana where he lives for the moment.
I can say I had a life muy complicated. Mama I ate at his side and would not let me out with my friends from high school ... the time when I was 15 my Mom motivated me to leave and to which I wanted to die and no sun exposure.
was a sad girl in my youth. I never had boyfriend and was the ugly duckling of the preparatoris. Haci were my youth.
My first kiss was when I turned 20, and was with a guy that broke my heart into a thousand pedaso. I almost died and almost gave my life for him. I was in worst acts
up when I turned my 23 years. There take the initiative to change my profile inside and outside.
changed my look and I lost a little weight.
The change was gradually to get where I am today.
Most of my friends in the prepto no longer conosen me, I'm one for them.
Better for me, I feel no anger I can still see them as friends.
But for the dog that broke my heart ... I do not see him again in the same way, but I doi thanks, made me stronger and I'm more mature.
is where Rick goes.
I love him, but the simple truth is not your feelings for me.
I dare not ask, I find it difficult and I prefer to lock this topic.
So we became friends with benefits.
We have much to say no more, and no more but in the end we can not control.
In which way are we going?
good or bad is a big question of the heart.
not how else do you want to view, hardly say thatI want it.
best wing would be a big difference if you would say that I love.
But perhaps scared and I will.
jijijiji
but emos and tried to finish in a thousand ways but do not give up.
we can not do.
Well these are some of the photos to Rick:
Nina
not given me the most recent but when you have them teach you the: D
Thanks and I love
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